She left

How I wish I could stop you from leaving But I know I can't stop your heart from leaving too I wish I never lied to my heart That you're going to stay forever You're the one for me I don't mean to be selfish or let my heart be! It hurt without you around Now I can't save my heart into sinking in this sorrows with me Knowing very well that I will never see you again hurt even more Blaming me doesn't help I couldn't be better for you But my heart still yearns for you It still embrace all good memories we had How I wish it could stop nagging me, as I am hurting too How I took the defeat Even though I still feel the spark for hope Which makes it harder for me day by day But how can I hold to it, While I see you happy with other man How do I even narrate it to my heart For it to settle down And take the defeat as I already did