I still have hope!

I still have hope,
Hope that one day you will wake up and see that I loved you.
Hope that one day you will change,
That you will stop hurting me,
Knowing very well that I don’t deserve it.
Hope that all this will end and we will get back to each other again.
I am in pain; I can’t accept that you’re gone.
You left me while I still love you.
I wish I knew how to stop loving you,
Even though you hurt me like this.
I still can’t deal with the void of not having you around.
I wish I was telling the truth when I said I hate you.
I thought those words would close the void,
But still, I can’t move on.
I can’t sleep at night without seeing your face.
I am trying to be strong, but it’s like I am getting weaker instead.
I can’t forgive you for betraying me,
For abandoning me when I needed you.
I loved you, I loved you,
Still, you left me like I meant nothing to you.
But I still have hope despite all that’s happening.

By Wessy peace the poet✍️