I loved you

I wish I could return back all those words, I said to you! Now they are hunting me day and night I wish I could have controlled my anger towards you Now those mean words they turn out to paint me with black paint I pray every day so that I can forgive you and myself But am failing again and again I try to accept that your gone, still I fail I’ve been not sleeping for countless of time Sometimes waking up with dry tears on my cheeks I thought am strong but am failing You really left a big wound in my life, that doesn’t want to ever heal Will I ever heal though? I loved you and I still do! Pity, who knows if you still do or even remember that you once did. I wish your selfish heart didn’t do this to me I still dream of your face,time to time Wish I could accept that I will never see your smile again But my heart still cheat me, to let you go Like the way you cheated on me without even thinking twice. I sometimes don’t understand why I can’t just get rid of my mind As you already did lot of damage in my life You broke every little promise that I had hope you would fulfill Just the way you broke my heart And moved on like, I meant nothing to you.